Okay, don't even know exactly why I am starting this, probably won't last more than a few posts, but since I've been a total desperate needy bitch, I reckon I'd let the egotist in me put down her few cents worth.
The story goes...
I worked that Thursday evening, saw some drama happening at the front with guests demanding a refund because their cocktails tasted worse than my anal discharge. I was just standing there at the front acting pretty, at the same time checking them out, well they were kinda cute... Actually, there were quite a few hotties dining in that night :3 Yum. Eye candy all night long.
I went home that night to a manhunt message from him, saying he had been trying to find me but couldn't for his life remember my username. That morning, I randomly sent him a wink on ManHunt, (shut up, i'm a whorebag), and that's how he found me.
The next day, he came over (I'm an efficient gurl <3). As he walked out of the elevator, I was stunned for a split second, mixture of thoughts going through my head: 'Dang, he does not look like the guy in his profile pic o.O' 'Scoreee he's kinda cute!' '-brakeeeeeeeee, pause- -rewind- ... Why does he look familiar???' 'He had dinner at Terraces last night!!'
''Hi! Hey did you go out last night??'' I asked... ''To the Sheraton? Yeahh.. You work there don't you?'' OMG... At one point, the conversation went to how he and his friends bitched about so many things at dinner, and about the last round of Daiquries they had and that they got a refund for it. The coincidence of all these was astounding.
As we talked more, for the next hour or two, he started to reveal to me the side of him that was extremely lovable, in my mind, I thought, 'he's a keeper.' Caring, kind, funny, smart, and cute, what more could you ask from a guy these days? I felt like I was meant to meet him.
Maybe I've just been desperate. Maybe I want something that people have and I don't. Maybe I'm just immature, and this crush is gonna go away. But, I haven't felt this way for a guy in a long while, this ain't no mere childish infatuation, I feel like I wanna put in some effort and fight for this. For what it's worth, I'd turned down sexual propositions from at least 6 guys so far because of him. Coming from a town-bike slut, that's worthy of praise.
I told him I liked him, and he said 'I like you too'.Alas, I am only going to be here for another 4-ish months. Should I let that stop me though?
Well, we didn't make it to meet up on Sunday, but had a dramaful texting session that night. I semi had a mental breakdown and gave in. I told him how I felt, and I was replied with grey answers, which at times felt like one of those 'It's not you, it's me' explanations... Anyway, planned to meet up tomorrow (Tuesday). I guess it would be D-Day.
He hasn't reply to my texts today :( I sent 2 in a row, that's lame... and so asian.
Wonder if he'll call.
